Are We Just Lost In Time?

I Wonder If Your Love's The Same

'Cause I Am Not Over You.

Mentally well-prepared for the worst. Left with a month , is either we stay or we go . I have no idea how am I going to go through this shit but I am not going to let love bring me down, never again. Today marks our 7month anniversary. This relationship is different from the past that I had. Be it the skin or age , maturity or what, totally opposite. Yet I am falling in love with this guy. Let's call that fate or what ? Seriously I never thought that We will fall in love with each other. He did his ways to stop but somehow we just got together. Is about the age difference that pulls him to stop in the beginning. However things just happened & there's nothing we can do but to accept what fate have arranged for us. Is was fate that brought us together for 7months and it could be fate, that going to let us go. . Having a relationship with a indian guy , a guy who is 16 years older than me. I never thought so much for a relationship. All I know is just love and care. be there for him and whatever it is you saw in the movie. But this relationship needs more that I expect. I am learning something I never did in my past relationship. Its seem hard for me to get through everything, For the past few months , I tried but still couldn't make it. I tried to let you go , tried to fall for other guys , tried to ignore you , tried to live the way how it should be. But wherever I go , I just can't stop thinking about you. . .Maybe letting go is the best way for us ?. The result shows that we have not been fighting much. We gave our best shot and still thought that we will never satisfied each other. I guess we never did , the best shot we gave , wasnt the best of all in the world of reality. We are left with a month of battle & soon you are leaving to India for a real one . Honestly , I dont have the faith in our battle and hereby I show my white flag. Instead a month of fighting for our future , it will be a month for my recovering. Goodbye my love.